Monday, August 31, 2009
Journey of life...
Just as I was hoping for a smooth sailing of journey for the year ahead between my work and studies. Some unexpected events had occurred, the company which I have been working on for the past 3 years had changed its management team unexpectedly.Different management team, different directions and I hope this will not effect too much or causes too much changes within my working place. Hope that everything will be as usual as possible in company under the new management.
Not sure how will the new management plans the developments of my current working company products. Our duty was suppose to test them out before they are released to the market.
Relationship wise is not sailing as smooth as I have supposed so, I might not be a prefect person or a guy but when you truly loved someone deeply beyonds dollars and cents. You also will be hoping that this particular person will also try to step into ur life provide a good level of understanding,caring and sharing with you...
Being a guy at 25, I have kept many problems to my ownselves. Because I truly believe this girl that I am deeply in loved with deserved great care and adore. I have tried my very best for the past 3 years. I am feeling lost, when I saw those fact of interest she was placing on was not on me but something that shocks me. Should I said to the level of betray of trust? I am not sure...anyway she won't be viewing this very post I am writing and instead placing her interest on some other people's blog, chasing somethings that wasn't hers even to the state of getting hurt by it. I suppose she doesn't mind at all...
I made a promise when I was at the age of 21 on that very day of 8th April 2006 9.35pm that time will prove my care towards her and I will at least guide her properly until she reaches adulthood at the age of 21, lastly try to let her believe that true love exist in this world. That minimum duration of the promise is about to reach its maturity soon.. I will be celebrating joyfully for her adulthood and I will allow her freedom and choices for her future journey in life. Cos to love someone, you need not have to hold her with you.. but let her fly freely and strive for her wishes and by seeing her happily and I will be happy for her too..
In studies wise, I am now writing a VBNET database program which I learned during the advanced diploma lessons I attended. Alot of thinking and learing of new codes to be done inorder to make that program works. In additonal to it, I have a written network operating system examination which will be held on 8th september 2009.