Monday, June 1, 2009
ambulance...
after 19th days of continues working... i finally thought i will walk home in a relax mind and able to sleep in peace... but ended sleepin at 3am.
after alighting from bus 30 at my house bus stop...the time was around 12am...
i was walking along the covered walk way.. on route to my house.. and unexpected things happens...
an ambulance... when i saw it.. my mind was collapse.. i can't allow myself to walk another step... i can't do it.. i really wanted to...
looking at it.. looking at those civil defense personnel carrying a cavern sheet.. looking at a person on oxygen supply cover over his mouth...in coma state... not getting any younger... who was once apart of me....but now none of my business...
he never did his duty.. he never cared...he beat the person i loved most...he ruin the whole family up.. and gambling debts.. and loan shark...
but.. why i didn't move on that night... i damn hate myself..