Tuesday, April 28, 2009

紅星大獎 2009 - 最佳男主角...

As promised .. I will be showing you guys..

Some of the exciting moments during the 紅星大獎 2009..

I felt relieved... at the last moment of the show that...

欧萱 Jeanette Aw

manage to won the Top 10 Most Popular Female Artistes Award...

for someone who soak in the water for 12 hours.. for one of the scene.. at didn't enter Top 10.. was like.. my god...

Even Chen Li Ping was holding her hand at the very last moment.... before Zoe Tay announced Jeanette Aw won it...

She deserve to win...I am so happy... :)

enjoy...

紅星大獎 2009 - 最佳女主角...

Monday, April 27, 2009

star awards...

I left my dear house at 5.30pm on sunday.. and took a train back home..and I make sure I got back home before 7pm...and switch on the television set..

Stars Awards 2009..

There are many things I have to attend to nowadays that I seldom glued my eyes on the television set.. compared to those childhood days...

But I will watch this... with my mum.. every year... never fail...

Since 1994...when I was a primary 4 kid...it is a program that bond both of us together..

Money cannot buy.. quality time and memories with your love once.. and I really treasure every moment with her...

This year star awards was so interesting.. and I have a refreshed feeling on this program..

I think the program organizers planned very well this time...

I feel like watching mediacorp drama.. at 9pm again...

I will update more on the winners... in my next posting... takecare...

new flu virus...

Everyone gets flu... at least once in their life... but.. i am not sure did anyone knows that flu virus.. actually changes from time to time.. season to season...

flu virus always changes...it's styles and patterns.. and becomes a new strain...

some strain only limit and infected to animals only due to the physical differences between animals and humans

and those that can cross over to human are the dangerous once... because our human body have no defenses against them and body defenses system do not know how to react to new flu virus stain...

SARS...flu virus.. in 2003.. i was just 18 years old that year... i have read from books..that those people didn't actually dead from the virus itself.. but due to the over reaction by our body defenses system..to protect an unknown virus...

based on the news past few days.. i can feel a familiar.. sense... as compared to SARS virus in 2003...

something is now happening in mexico...a new flu virus already confirmed and they called it 'swine flu virus' and i read from Wikipedia that this new virus is a combination of 4 types of virus into 1...they category as H1N1.

North American swine influenza, North American avian influenza,human influenza and swine influenza virus... i read finish this.. my hair stands already... 4 kinds of virus into 1 new virus...

at the moment.. in mexico.. there are 1,400 detected cases of the new virus.. and 86 people already dead of it...

sad to said.. suspected/confirmed cases also affected... other countries like USA,Canada,New zealand, Colombia, Spain, UK, France, Brazil and Israel...

when a new virus is spreading in 'human to human' methods.. there is only a few way to control it... most troublesome and most effective way is by isolation to a point that there is no 'human to human' transmission... which successful ended the SARS virus crisis in 2003.

creation of new injection, new medicine.. can also help.. but some virus are really very complicated.. it will take years to develop a fully cured medication...

Every country around the world are now stepping up the defenses against the new virus...such as temperature check..and for those who just came to singapore via plane,sea and the causeway...after 8am today.. they will be facing alot of health checking procedures..same as during the SARS period..

I hope..this virus crsis can be controlled.. specially at the moment.. with economy crisis... everything seems to happen at the wrong moment...

developments around the world...

Watching my blog not only give you a personal update of my current situation and the problem i have faced..

but i will also keep you update with developments around the world...

which is better then reading the newspaper...specially those who doesn't catch up with newspapers papers and news programs..on tv channels..

i will try my best to update you guys those developments.. and currently there is 1 very urgent news.. which i will be posting rite after this...

Saturday, April 25, 2009

mimosa...

I felt at times I do offend people.. unintentionally..

I sincerely wanna apologize for it...

I have this very bad weak point of..being unable to bring the reaction of my mind.. into my face and my expression..in a quick time...

sort of unable to said things out at the rite time..

or unable to react correctly to happenings around me...

It always happening specially when i don't feel confident with my reaction..

because i don want to offend people around me...

I always have that mind that i want my friends to be happy.. with me..

which is why at times i keep myself very quite..

at times , it became another message...

I am like a 'mimosa' plant... and when i feel not confident in my reaction..

my eyes will sometimes send a 'special unwanted misunderstanding eye power' to people around me...

as a way to protect myself

my heart is not 'bad' ... i am sure...

I love my mum very very much.. my dear very very much.. how can i have a bad heart?

I will always try my best to care for people around mi... or at the very least..

I never have bad intention to hurt or harm anyone...

of cos I will protect myself.. from being hunt by others... everyone does that...

hope i could walk out of my weakness someday....

I have made great friends because of it.. and lost some...

just have to be brave and still be myself..

because if I give up myself... no one will gimme a chance to stand up anymore...

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

cats...

Since my dear shifted house from Saraya Lane to Butterworth a month ago...

whenever i step into her house downstairs... a very cute kitty will run towards me and greet me ...

i am a cat lover... i am sure those who loves cats knows that not all cats are friendly..

some of those cats specially those around coffee shop are actually scared of human and will run away when we intend to get a close up with them...

maybe someone actually hurt them... and they had gain the fear of getting close to human...

even if we put down some cat food on the floor... they will still look at it from far distances until we left.. before they approached to the cat food we brought for them...

but this kitty... which stays below my dear's apartment was different... she likes human touches... she likes to get close to human...and is very independent...

at one time she accidentally walk out of the apartment premises... cos i wanted to purchase some cat food at the supermarket beside it.. i open the gate and she just run out...

i was so worried and keep asking myself if she come out of the apartment premises, will she be able to to go back? as all around the apartment premises was high walls and fences..

but i still carry on my walking to supermarket to buy a can of 'Friskies' and her favorite is 'sardines with jelly'...

i walk back to my dear's apartment quicky.. and i was meowing around the apartment.. puzzling and wondering will the kitty come back to the apartment premises .. after running out of it...

to my surprise.. she did.... how she manage to climb those high walls??

i really have no idea..

cats really have 9 lives...

she appears all the sudden and meow around me..

i will sayang her forehead, open the can of 'friskies' and she will began eating...

how to know a cat is not hungry.. or doesn't wan to eat?..cats doesn't speak..

cats will actually yawns.. and try to stretch out her entire body...after eating

recently..i saw a couple brought a cage while i was walking out of my dear's apartment...

never seen her since...kinda miss the kitty...

Monday, April 20, 2009

money...

Since my national service days... my mummy have entrusted me handle all the bills payments and budget planning calculations for my small and non-wealthy little family of 2 person..

I feel like I am the finance minister of the house.. and my mummy is the president who just sits there and grant permission upon request.. :)

I have learn to be calculative... I use to be a spendthrift during my ITE days.. not knowing how hard to earn money...and where money comes from...

My mum always cares for me..those days.. I must agree...

But since I finished my full-time studies and start to earn my own allowance money during national service in 2005.. I have learn that money doesn't comes easily...

Specially from a small and non-wealthy family of my.. if I didn't do the financial planning well..we might end up.. without food on the table...due to overspending..

Every single cent must be well spent...because it's hard earned either by me.. or my mummy...

Study every item properly..up side down before subscribing to the service...

Spend the least amount of money..on correct items for maximum benefits and returns...

Every month we set aside an amount of money...we called a name for it... as

'national reserves'..

It will protect us upon rainy days...

For those we are still learning how to organize personal spending..

Keep the following tips on mind...

upon obtain your salary... set an amount of money aside...

put it into a bank account ..that does not have any ATM cards...

after setting aside that amount...

plan well the remaining amount and remember

spending less then we earned .. for every month... :)

Friday, April 17, 2009

Sonagi...

watch the first 2mins and 30secs..... of this video...

'specially the girl's final request of burying her friend alive...'

this is damn funny... :)

hope you guys like it...

night classes...

Yesterday is the first lesson for the 2nd semester for my advance diploma...

I met up foo choon ken for dinner at capitol center..beside the chicken rice store...

After those experience I face over the past 1 week... it's nice to see a friend in need...

We had our dinner at the chicken store...

He ordered 'set b meal'.. I ordered 'chicken kway teow' ...

After dinner, went to my classroom at peninsular plaza 06-01.. met wai loon and jeremy..

Realize that 'mr kaleem' our 'javascript module' teacher during the diploma studieds will teach us once again...

Usual people... friendly smiles.. :)

Nice to see my life back to normal.. and everything seems to be the same.. as before...

Although I know, starting of a new semester will meant that homework and assignment will be arriving to my mind very soon...

But it's nice to meet those who 'listen' and 'take you as friend'...

at least I am not being ignored....

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

kiss the rain....

Kiss The Rain - Yiruma 이루마

i heard this song...from my dear's music player

and i was touched....

hope you guys like it...

myself...

Past few days, is a very great experience for me...

I am just like a frog always inside my well... with people around me having great understanding and nice heart.. due to long period of times knowing each other...

I am very happy with people.. who understands me well.. and I really thanked them down from my heart..

This few days provided me an opportunity to further understand myself... knowing my weak points..

If you ask me.. am I happy with the experiences.. I can only tell you.. going though it is painful.. but before walking into this journey .. I already more or less understand and predicted the final outcome...

But is really an experiences that test out my personal character.. and make myself understand myself better...

and I will walk it all over again if time can rewind..

Should I walk out of this comfort zone.. and step into new territories..or should I remain who I am....

If I remain who I am... will I suffer even greater in the future?

Sorry.. today post is a more or less a self reflection.. of myself

Might be beyond understanding.. apologize for it..

Thursday, April 9, 2009

我和你.....

我和你 - You and Me

it's a very touchin song...

hope u like it.. :)

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

3 years together....

8th april 2006 - 8th april 2009

today is a special day....

it's the day me and eileen dear began this journey together...

i realli teasure it very much...

dear i love you...

till the last breath of my life...

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

wedding growns..

Went out with my girlfriend on sunday.... for a movie...

i booked a pair of tickets from filmgarde

for only $6 each tickets...and popcorn + regular coke is only $2...

due to opening promotion @ the newly open Iluma

it was very worth it... we only spend $14..

after that we went to Marina Square for a walk....

We walk pass a shop.. that sells night growns and wedding dresses...

and she pulled mi in...

then the first question from the lady boss.. inside the shop was...

'when are you all having ROM'

i was like... my god.. haha.. my face turn abit hot.. red? not sure..

but this question was like..as if i am pulling her inside the shop..

and get prepared for wedding...

actually she have the urge to try some growns.. all the sudden..

so after changing the growns.. in the dressing room...

when the curtains was taken down.. i was like... woah...

my dear realli look good in night growns...

it was a white colour night growns... and it totally suits her...

but it costs $298... we decided maybe it's too early to purchase.. at the moment

dear, maybe i will get one for u someday? :)

food poisoning....

Past few days.. my eyes is glued at one piece of news...

'Rojak Geylang Serai' Food Poisoning

Since I have grown up, this is the first ever time I seen someone dead because of food poisoning.

I always thought singapore is a clean and safe country compare to other countries around us and i have never think of food poisoning is able to killed someone...

I have personally suffered from food poisoning.. few years ago.. and it was like continues vomiting, diarrhoea, fever and my body was feeling very weak..

Mummy quickly pack up her things and she pull mi downstairs to fetch a cab...

to NUH hospital....

I am lucky not to be warded, but I was poke with salt water and have to lie on the observation ward for 8 hrs until the next morning...

Even those unforgettable experiences, I never thought food poisoning is powerful enough to kill someone in singapore..

Hope those suffered will recover... asap...

Monday, April 6, 2009

economy crisis...

Due to recent economy crisis...my company sales had actually went downwards since january 2009 and our earnings was also affected due to the crisis.

but in return, we are getting less OT on saturday and sundays...

is this a blessing? or another crisis coming?

i felt like having a school hoilday.. after like spending all my time and efforts in my work for the past 2 years plus.. i am finally like slowing down my engine... and able to open my eyes widely and rediscover things i have missed out due to my busy schedule in work the past 2 years

walking around the city area...

holding my mummy's hand..

walking thur raffles city...

world war 2 memorial...(was built in 1967 by singapore government and people)

thur the esplanade bridge...

looking at the merlion...i can't even recalled when i last saw the merlion..

sitting down at the starbucks under the esplande bridge...this is damn relaxing.. you guys gonna try it.. looking at the city view...

walking thur singapore river... and sitting down near Cavanaugh Bridge..

rediscover.. the things i missed.. and changed...

i felt like i am getting old.. and 2 years have gone..in a blink of moment

i told my mum.. i am mentally prepared for the coming...few months.. i am not sure wat's gonna happen.. but basically.. things are beyond my control...

i am very sure.. if there is workload.. i will try my very best to perform my work.. and give my manager and employer my personal best...

but things are beyond control.. from amount of workload i am looking into...

i can't help but to shake my head..

at least.. my personal saving is still increasing...but at a slower pace..

Lets hope god bless everyone of us ... over this crisis

Less retrenchment more being employed....

because it's our rice bowl...where we live our lives...

Sunday, April 5, 2009

叶嘉敏 - 海阔天空

here's another song that really 把我电到 le.... in campus superstar 2009..

叶嘉敏 - 海阔天空

enjoy...

Friday, April 3, 2009

pocky

Went to NTUC Fairprice @ Bedok Central after my work...

I realize that there is this new 'Japanese/Korea Food' section inside that specially sells snacks and instants noodles from japan and korea.

There is one particular snack that is really my favorite since I was a young....

I will always go to those 'mama shop' beside my primary school

to buy one box of 'chocolate pocky' everyday after my class..for 50cents..

then i will chew and chew and let it dissolve in my mouth..

and my mouth will be filled with chocolate when i reach home...

then get scolded by mummy for not cleaning my mouth...:p

In the past.. there is only 3 favours chocolate, milk and strawberry...

Nowadays with the opening of japanese and korea snack shops around the town... even NTUC fairprice is starting to bring in these snacks...

So jealous of the kids nowadays, they are so fortune to taste those great snacks with favours which are no where found during my childhood days...

'Pocky' are now sold in many favours like kiwifruit mango, blueberry, grape, winter fudge, banana dessert, strawberry dessert.. and etc....

specially the strawberry dessert favour... it is really very nice..

do try it out.. :)

Thursday, April 2, 2009

qing ming festival...

It was quite a few years since I last visited my grandmother and grandfather
(last time was 2006)

and annually my mum wake up on this special day at 5pm.. and will arrived lakeside mrt by 6pm in order to board the first train to bishan mrt.

The entire journey will take 1 hour 30 minutes.. and she will reach my uncle's house at bishan usually at 7.30am.
(once the circle line mrt opens up.. this journey will be 25mins)

it's the meeting place for everyone of my mum's family before going to 光明山普觉禅寺 to visit my grandmother and grandfather
(due to work and studies different relatives comes and visit every year and never have been entire family before..unlike chinese new year)

They will gather before going to 光明山普觉禅寺 located at sims avenue.

At there we will put down all the joss-paper,joss-stick,fruits,flowers..at the offering area... and setup for a short praying ceremonies.

We will then walk into the columbarium hall located beside the offering area... I will hold my mum's hand or her shoulder area.. cause the columbarium hall corridor width is very small and everyone have to sqeeuze together.

it is not easy to locate my grandmother and grandfather as everyone (dead onces :x) is stack together from bottom of the floor to top of the roof.

Just like the kind of pattern we stay in HDB flat, stack up and live together.

So every year it took us sometime to locate the actual location.

It was an emotional moment when I saw my grandfather and grandmother.. especially grandmother which I always called 'ah puo'.

'Ah puo' tookcare of me since I was born.. and I always go to her house during the weekends when my mum didn't need to work.

she will always play with me and takecare of me.. and worry for me if any problem happens.

Everything is all rite until when I am secondary 2 on an early morning she passed away...

Words are hard to explain but.. memories will be kept in my mind forever...

Believe it anot, I have never visited her in the past few years due to work commitment until I dreamed of my grandmother..

I can't really recall the exact story of the dream ... but I am very very sure I saw her in the dream after my family visited her during last year qing ming festival and I wasn't able to visit her.

That's why this year I make an effort to visit my grandmother and grandfather at all cost..

because I can feel the meaning behind the dream of my grandmother

she really cares for me.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

My mummy...

Since i started working with my current job and also taking night classes for my diploma.

Most of my weekends are either at workplace and at home preparing my assignments.

Because my girlfren actually stays near my workplace, it is always easier to meet her out after my weekend OT for a meal, watch a movie or go other places.

I always feel bad that I spend very little time with my mummy.

So I will never miss any opportunity even if it is only 5mins to be with her...

I will ask my mum to go out together for lunch or dinner. Or when i come back at 11plus at night i will chat with her.. at her bedroom usually for 30mins hold her hand... while chatting with her before i go to sleep.

In my heart.. i know my mum is getting older and older day by day..

it is a very different feeling from most of my friends of my generation. Becos my mum gave birth to me at a very late age of 39 yrs old.

It logically means shorter time she can be with me.. before parting :(

No i will never miss any chance to hold her hand.. why.. becos never i wan her to leave mi..

tat day will be the saddest day of my life...