if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Friday, September 18, 2009

Last Post..

I have decided to take this option...

Regards...

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Blogging Memories...


With much freer time due to the completion of my assignment and examination, I was actually browsing around my hardcore blogger friend's blog and also my personal blog...

Hardcore Blogger = those that blogged 3 to 5 years and above, sadly i am not :(

I am not reading their recent post but every post wrote between 3 to 5 years ago... which is between 2004 to 2006...

Every of my hardcore blogger friend seems so like this.. so like that..so anyhow.. all the sudden.. I wanna laugh out loud at some of their wordings..:D

They used to be much more carefree then they are now...

Most of them are now deeply burden by their studies and their commitments to the state that ...they rarely blogs nowadays and seems to have lost themselves via the judgment and expression of their recent posting...

They tend express about their burden and family problems nowadays....

Rather then those funny thoughts and events they experienced when they were younger...

I always thought blogging is a way that we could naturally express ourselves at that moment of life...

So that when we look back at it many years later we would laugh at our foolish thoughts and aims we used to have...

I have achieve the objective i always agreed on as above...with additional thoughts as below..

It seems like base on their wordings and expression, they seems to be much more carefree, much more out of the line such as blogging their experiences of getting scolded, never attend school, pants never zip and the funniest one is fall down into the drain...

Memory is a funny thing, it seems like happened before... clearly you remember it.. but when you step back and look at it clearly, it can make you feel emotional...

Looking at the things around me, should i said...we used to be happier in the past?

Lets look at this positivity, because Life goes on and we will experience new objectives and events :)

Monday, September 14, 2009

The Time Traveler's Wife...


It takes a lot to truly love someone and give in everything for someone you love... it takes even more if that person you love will sort of disappear in front of you all the sudden and will only be back in a few hours or even a few weeks later...

He was able to travel in time back to his past hundreds and hundreds of time to watch the traffic accident which didn't kill him but ended the life of his beloved mum without able to do anything to save his mum but watch her pass away tragically ...

Henry DeTamble time traveling instinct beyond his personal control and always happen all the sudden might have destroyed his opportunity of building a work career but it also helped him to meet the girl of his life...

Met him at the age of 6 years old during a personal picnic, the girl had deeply fall in love with him when Clare Abshire was just a child...

She knows everything about him and most of their met about are during the traveling events... until when she was 23 years old she got a clue back from the past that he would be working in the library and there comes a real life actual age meet up and encounter...which eventually leads to marriage..

Even during marriage ceremonies, a lot of excitement cause by his sudden disappearances had cause surprise and nervousness by her close friends who knows about it and her parents who was so surprised that he aged so much all the sudden...

After marriage, there are times Clare Abshire felt very much alone by Henry DeTamble sudden disappearance everytime..but no matter the challenges both of them met, their hearts are true to each other and they always patch up once an interesting event such as able to remember the future opening lottery numbers which allows them to pocket million of dollars instantly.

They used the money they won to purchase Clare Abshire's dream house.. which allows Clare Abshire to do drawings at one apartment of their house and another was for their personal living and gathering of friends...

Even to have a baby together was so difficult that she had miscarriage 6 times due to the time traveling instinct genes of the baby until the moment his husband decided proceed with vasectomy, in order to prevent her from further pain... but this didn't prevent her from getting pregnant again when she have an encounter with his past after the incident.

This time she really get pregnant and successfully gave birth to Alba... she was also carrying the same traveling instinct genes which medically called 'Chrono-Displacement' but was much better then his father as she was trained to control the location which would be at in events of sudden time traveling..

Location is a problem for his father Henry DeTamble because he couldn't control both time and location and always appears without clothing, this continuity of time traveling made him amputated and eventually death when he was traveling back to 1984 all the sudden in a woods of snow and was shot instantly by Clare's brother before transform back to present and death at the age of 43 during chirstmas eve when Alba was just 5 years old...

This is one of the most touching movie story line of the year... its now showing on the cinemas .. so do catch this movie.. no regrets :)

It's hard being left behind. I wait for Henry, not knowing where he is, wondering if he's okay. It's hard to be the one who stays. - Clare

Weekends...

Firstly I wanna let my dear know..

'This is the last chance, but i do love her very much'

I met up my dear on friday night at her workplace many things happened, her cousin did something that affects everyone...

No matter how fierce they are.. they do care for her... which is why they are paying so much effort and attention on her this time and I totally stand behind them... i feel sad for her but also feel she is blessed with so many people wanting to help her at the point she still might not be mature enough to know what's right and dangerously wrong...

I hope she will learn from it and change... without advancing to a dangerous point of no return and regret, when damages and scar are already done..

Thereafter the incident, my dear went to my house to stay overnight. Nothing much happened but we always ended up closer to each other emotionally after 2 full days of being together...

We went to Zoo...a place of our memory, we last went 3 years ago trying to re-link and re-capture that promise and feel that made us together.. for 3 years and 5 months.. there are some changes at the Zoo, especially at the Kids World section and we also visited Ah Meng restaurant and his memorial statue..

Ah Meng is another name in my mind since I was a kid.... just like Micheal Jackson..many have pass away one by one.. I felt so down at times thinking about it..

After leaving the Zoo ... we went to Lot 1 shopping center actually to publish the photos we took at the Zoo..but instead my dear brought me a wallet too as she notice that my wallet's coin pouch was having holes and my coins is like keep dropping out the moment i open my wallet...without my knowing...thanks a lot to dear...thereafter we went back home that night and fall asleep at 9plus..

On Sunday morning, we went McDonald's and she had hotcakes with sausage while i just had a light breakfast of sausage muffins and ice cream cone... thereafter we went back.. she fall asleep once again while I am assembling my recycling items which i collected over the past 2 months and went out with my mum to sell them off to the recycling dealers and had my lunch with my mum...

In the afternoon, after she woke up... we went down to city area for a walk...walk pass ION orchard, Wisma, Hereen, Center point, Plaza Singapura and finally The Grand Cathay for our movie as i explained above...

This experience made us closer, I never felt so close to you for a very long time... thanks for the wallet you gave me..

I will give you a very nice birthday present in return... :)

Hubstation...




































I manage to purchase a StarHub Hubstation box at a promotional price on August 2008 with 2 years contract, that promotion was the last promotion that StarHub allows Hubstation box to be purchased rather then temporary rental...

As a replacement to my Pacific Internet Broadband it also provided me an additional option to enjoy and record cable TV programs as part of the functions provided inside the Box...

It might not be as fast as other broadband plans, but at very least it provided me free internet usage and 3 basic groups cable TV programs at a very affordable price...

And now StarHub have announced that they have made an extension of the free Internet usage broadband until 31 December 2010, an additional year extension...

My contract expires on August 2010 and any extension period beyond that would meant that I am able to use Starhub Internet broadband for free even without a subscription plan...

Economy are bad and salary are affected due to this crisis..

Another way to save a little bit more of money.... :)

Friday, September 11, 2009

Secondary Days...


A picture said a thousands words...that's me when I was 15 years old...

Standing at the middle row and the 3rd guy from left, wearing specs.. face around around..smiling that's me :)

Unlike secondary school nowadays, where class photo are taken every year and DVD are burn out every now and then for collection of class photo of the entire school and any video capture of school concert such as teacher's day, racial harmony, youth day, national day, CCA orientation day.. etc..

Those days when I am studying in secondary are very simple and this is exactly my ONE and ONLY class photo in the entire 4 years of my secondary education...

Not sure about other secondary school those days, but such occurrences definitely happens in my school..

I tried to recall back, how this photo was taken. It was one fine day when lessons are as usual when I was in secondary three in year 1999... all the sudden we are called to assemble downstairs and we are told to walk towards the new school building which was buildup and completed in order for the school to proceed with single session between secondary 1 to secondary 4....

Our form teacher was also called all the sudden to take this picture...one of my most respected teacher in my education life... Ms Eunice Ng...

This picture was taken with only 27 students and actually we have 32 in the class... some didn't attend school...

The photographer have no time to waste as the entire school consist of thousands of student, so decided to take this shoot within a few minutes of gathering, after us is class 3T2...

Our classroom is located at the RM04-01 which is the older building of Yuhua Secondary School, our classroom faces the school gate... this is our only main classroom we attended during 4 years of secondary education we are the only batch of students in the school holding the same main class room for entire 4 years...

So whenever I stand outside the school gate... hearing the sounds of band practices... a noisy class... student drag their chairs back inside the classroom table... student greeting to their teachers 'good morning miss tan' ... I really missed those days down to the deepest side of my heart... this memory is hard written inside and will never be forgotten .. even though no one can ever reverse the advancement of clock ticking....

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Examination period...


Due to my NOS examination on 8 Sep 2009 and submission of VBNET program assignment on 10 Sep 2009, I am now in 'full battle order' mode for my studies. I had alot of things I wanna update here but due to lack of time, I will update my blog as usual thereafter..for my dear I decided I will gave her a last chance...

Takecare guys :)

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    06 aug 1984
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    i'm on my knees
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    diploma
    (↑more) personal saving
    (↑more) family time
    travel around the world
    learn piano
    next path of love
    loving dear
    caring mum

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